Sunday, February 21 Y 8:10 PM
I Hate Today !Ms Tan , my tuition teacher came together with my guardian coincidentally .Then she taught me lesson .While my guardian was wandering around my house to check .After tuition , Ms Tan was questioned by my guardian .WTF man ==!Seriously I'm so upset and pissed .My guardian accussed me of lying to him .Come back at around 1am ? WTF . I did not .Latest is 12 plus only .WTH .And yet he dare to threaten me , saying that he could just kick Ah Mei Jie out of my house if she helped me talk . Wth . who are you huh to threaten me huh ?!I'm just being patient just now . Don't test my patience k ?! Knnccb .And he still can say that my friends may be bad , such as , putting medication in a food and etc .WTH ..... Don't ever u say such things to me . They're my goodfriends and I won't let u insult them .Go die fcker .I know which is bad and which is not !You're such a selfish and stubborn man . So what if you're my father and my grandfather's goodfriend ? I DON'T CARE .Watch your fcking attitude .Full of stress in singapore .I really wish I can go back to indonesia .At least they could understand me better and i won't have this much of stress .Sms my mum ,told her that I really need to talk .So I talked to her on phone for about an hour .Kept on crying .I'm feeling so down .Sorry Mum , I know you maybe disappointed when I said that you and Dad shouldn't send me to sg coz I'm really stress and when I'm stress I can't do well on my studies nor concentrate .It's really disturbing .It's not easy to forget things .It takes time , and it's really hard .I took ur advices , but it's really hard .That's coz u are not me .If you are one of those who went overseas to study , being left far away from ur families and ur goodfriends , you will know how much pain I had now .Today is the day I cried the most and the loudest for the entire of my life here in sg .I've stayed in sg for two years plus . And today , my tears kept dropping .After crying so much , got headache from afternoon till night .No one could understand me ):Went to meet J , D , E , and G after that ,to do project again .Thanks for making me smile and laugh , at least .When I'm back to home ,realised that I'm sick .Temperature is around 37.1 to 37.Labels: I hate it
